you bleed just to know you're alive.

EVERYBODY KNOWS:
You cant be all things to all people.
you cant do all things at once.
you cant do all things equally well.
you cant do all things better than everyone else.
your humanity is showing just like everyone elses.

SO:
you have to find out who you are, and be that.
you have to decide what come first, and do that.
you have to discover your strengths, and use them.
you have to learn not to compete with others,
because no one else is in the contest of being you.

THEN:
you will have learned to accept your own uniqueness.
you will have learned to set you priorities and make decisions.
you will have learned to live with your limitations.
you will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due.
and you'll be a most vital mortal.

DARE TO BELIEVE:
that you are a wonderful, unique person.
that you are a once-in-all history event.
thats its more than a right, its your duty to be who you are.
that life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cherish.
and you'll be able to stay one up on what used to get you down.

i want today to be over already.

i dont know who i am,
i dont know what im suppose to do,
im lost
im sick of trying
and sick of always failing.

sigh.

last night was great.
today was nice.
but a big sigh!

this feeling is killing me

I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no road
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

Well Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
A broken heart and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not, Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles